Gaining

Weight gain or body changes

My experience.....Several years ago I started to gain unintentionally at first and started to notice after a few weeks how much more I was eating. Because of a void in weight gain with my wife at the time I decided to intentionally gain and see how big I could get.

I was surprised how aroused I became trying to get fatter. I began to stuff at every meal and eating desserts and fattening things all day in between meals. I was stuffed and bloated all day long and continued to stuff to the maximum. After another month or so I never felt sick and was astonished at how much more I could eat at every meal or actually how much I needed to eat to be content.

I was totally turned on by how big my belly was becoming. It was very big bloated and distended. I was most interested in my wife noticing how Fat I was getting and almost became one of the driving forces to keep getting bigger and bigger other than myself liking seeing the huge difference.

At first it was the Lbs. gained on the scale it kind of surprised me. All of a sudden O was 15 Lbs. heavier and I didn't really pay attention or notice much difference with my size. Then I started paying attention to it more and realized all my slacks really tight around the waist and even dress shirts straining a bit. After the stuffing began and I was always bloated I found myself never being able to suck my belly in and it was always sticking out like I was 7 months pregnant. With the constant stuffing the Lbs. came on really quick. only 1 month into stuffing I gained another 7 -10 Lbs. on the scale and I felt very stuffed and Fat all the time. My belly was sticking out huge all the time and it was so interesting having this extended Gut walking way out in front of me all the time. I was at a stage where I not only wanted my wife to comment on how big my Gut was but I also wanted acquaintances to notice and I didn't bother buying new slacks yet for work I just wore my 36" and some 38" slacks low with my big Gut billowing out over the belt. By the time I was 40+ Lbs. bigger not only was it extremely obvious in appearance of my huge belly but also in my , neck, face and all of a sudden I caught a glance of my big round ball Gut that know could be seen from my back like a had a huge Beach ball attached on the front of me. As my Gut was bigger it now showed from the back and my love handles and their was some slight softening when I wasn't stuffed to capacity and my Gut had a slight hang in the front.

Ultimately the size and physical adaptations to my my slower movements were the most magnified to me even at the 30 Lb. gained mark. I felt I looked a lot bigger with the 40+ Lbs. gained but I felt even more different than I looked. I felt super Fat and was much lazier and mostly thought about eating and doing more relaxing things centered around food. As far as the scale 40 Lbs. seems like a lot but not really that much....I think it was how much Fatter I felt and the way I fell into the out of control cycle of eating. There was a point toward the end of this intentionally stuffing and gaining where I felt Like I wouldn't be able to stop and I thought if my wife actually desired it she could turn me into the biggest /fattest pig of a husband and I would let her based on my uncontrollable appetite and the fact it was turning me on so much.
10 years